self evaluation
So many good bloggers have stopped blogging these days.
There were few Blog that I used to read but they are not getting updated any
more. I guess social networks are popular now and people spend most of their
time on Facebook, Twitter, etc. I myself do not blog much but I like to write
every now and then.
I feel that I am naggy and impatient these days. Am I getting
old? I have to work on myself and try to be more patient and more positive. Especially
that I have two kids I don't want my bad mood, or nags have a bad impact on
them and make them think oh mom is not usually happy!
I have been analyzing
myself recently and decided that I have the following faults:
-Impatient (I have been working on this for quite a while,
some progress made but still lots of room for improvement)
-Easily get upset over little things, I have to let it go. I
am trying but god it is hard to let go!!
-Over think and over analyze little things.
-Worry too much.
-Easily get angry (I have been working on this one a lot too,
some improvement made but lots of room to progress)
-Kind of moody, not much but something to work on too.
-Assumptions, I think this one is a cultural problem. In
Iran and most of eastern countries people live with their assumptions and most
of the time the assumptions are wrong and just causes pain and
misunderstanding. I have to work on this hard so I do not assume anything unless
it is a proven fact! I have discovered this issue recently so needs lots of
work!!
Now I should list my good characteristics:
-Honest
-Have kind heart; easily get sad to see any one suffering or
having problem even if she/he is a total stranger.
-Caring and dedicated towards anybody or any task that is related
to me, and even people that are not related to me.
-High integrity
-Open minded in lots of ways, no prejudice towards people's
race, religion, Nationality, sexuality, etc.
-Easily forget if somebody upsets me unless it happens often
then is not easy to forget.
Ok here is my own impression from myself. I write it done to
come back to it read and try to improve the bad characteristics and keep the
good ones!
1 Comments:
Hi Ocean,
I'm still there :) and you're right I spend time on twitter and less on blogspot.
Good to read some posts of you. I think that you shouldn't blame yourself to much. Just be happy and live your life. Of course grieve is a part of life. (the girls in Isfahan, the children in Pakistan, the Sydney siege).
You did the self evaluation in the past and did you learn from it?
hopefully you choose the right direction and get rid of that depression.
Music helps :)
Ocean, take care.
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