Still hanging there!

-I am fine and still hanging there. My last day at work is this Thursday and I am scheduled to have cesarean on next Wednesday. It is pretty close. The baby’s room is ready and I think is very cute. We got new furniture for my son too. His room looks very nice as well. It was time for him to have a bigger bed and new stuff, we wanted him to feel that his getting new nice stuff too.
These days I keep thinking how the new one will look like, is he going to be as cute as his older brother? Of course his health is the most important thing. Although my ultrasound and the 16th week test were all normal but I think like all the mothers I have the fear that what if some thing is wrong with the baby? I hope he will be a healthy happy kid.
I should stay 4 nights at the hospital; I think that would be difficult for my son because he has never been home at night without me. I hope he can cope with the new situation well.
I already have asked my husband and all the close family to give all the attention to my son not the new borne. It must be challenging for kids to have a new siblings. I did not face that challenge myself because I was the last child and I had 2 older brothers one 9 years and the other 11 years older than me. So I was the center of attention whole my childhood with o competition!

-It is election time again; we will have the primary election for California on Feb 5th. I hope I can go and vote, I will try my best. I am voting for Hillary Clinton. She is smart and has been in the white house for 8 years. Obama has good plans too but he needs more experience and if he becomes the final candidate for democrats then democrats will have less chance to win, although Hillary is a woman but she has more chance than an African-American (black) guy. There are states (especially the southern ones) and people that still are not ready to have a non-white president. Who ever comes to the board will have a hard time fixing all the mess that current Mr. President has caused. I hope ending Iraq war will be one of the first actions. I really get frustrated when I hear all the money that has been going to this useless, un-humanitarian war! They could help all those poor Africans with all this money and eliminate poverty from that part of the world with the money they spent on this war and also help the US economy!!
I hope by the time that my kids become adults we have better, more responsible leaders in the world!!!!!!
Wish me Luck!