News!

As may be some of you remember, one of my plans for this New Year was to try to have baby. I was not really sure even until few months a go that I should have a second child or not, but eventually when I thought about it I figured it is good for my son to have a brother or sister and if I want to have a sibling for him I better not to stretch it too long and finally I decided to start working on it from last month. I thought it will take a while to have baby and to my surprise I took the drugstore test last Friday and it was positive! I still cannot believe it!
I called my doctor and she said, those tests are pretty accurate, I have to go for sonogram in two weeks. Besides I and my husband just my Mom knows about it and I want to wait until I make sure every thing is fine and it becomes at least 2 months then announce it to my friends and family, I even wanted not to write about it here but I thought, what the heck? This is my blog, why should I hide it from my virtual friends??
Any way I had a mixed feeling when I found out that I am pregnant, I was working on it but did not expect it to happen this fast! On the other side for first couple of hours I and my husband felt like we are betraying our son by bringing a new competition for him, although it will be a blessing for him in future but he will struggle emotionally until he accepts the new comer as a part of family!! This summer will be a crazy summer for us, we are going to Iran, and we don’t want to change that plan, because if I have baby, then I won’t be able to go on any long vacation for a while. I think I will announce it to work after I come back from vacation and by that time it will show any way!

Please wish me luck and I hope I can handle every thing well. I already know that having second child will be very hard for me; I hope I can cut down on my hours at work after baby comes. It is not easy to work part time at my position but I will give it a shut!!

I have to say that I am happy and I love the new one from now! It is amazing that how we fall in love with our kids before we even meet them!!