Snake and Life

-I got really shocked when my Mom told me over the phone that she saw a snake in our back yard. We have been living in this house about six years now and I never saw one! I have a big phobia over snake. I am very scared by it and I have never seen one, just in TV!! I am stressed out and every time that I go to the garden I am scared to death and look around very carefully. The bad thing is that we have a slope right in front us in our back yard and behind it is open space. I think that is how the snake has gotten in. When I told about it to my co-workers they all said having snakes in garden is very common in San Diego!!! I even thought about selling our house!! My husband has talked to our gardener and he is supposed to come and setup snake proof fences in the back yard and cover all holes. God, even thinking about it makes me shiver!! This is like a nightmare!!
-I see that recently most of my blog readers or at least commenters don’t update their blog often. I have been lazy myself too. Why everyone has become less motivated for blogging?
-If you could rewrite your life’s events how much would you change? What would you fix? I am sure that everyone has thought about it before. I think the person who wouldn’t change anything at all is the real happy person! How many percentages of people in the world are really happy and love to live? Recently I notice that there are lots of people even around me, that they live just because they have to and the strong instinct of surviving keep them alive but deep inside they are not happy and they are not motivated. I hope none of you that read this post have such a feeling. I myself to be honest with you sometimes am happy sometimes not, and I think most of people are like me. May be I am considered as moody or manic depressed!! Any way recently, I don’t like the fact that we have to do lots of things just because we have to do it but deep inside we don’t want to do it. For example, I have to work on a project that I really don’t want to work on, or I have to compromise with my husband all the time and sometimes I really don’t want to. Sometimes I just like to relax all day along but I can never do that and may more… I don’t even remember the last time that I did everything that I felt like to in one day. At least since I have kids I have never been able to do whatever I want in one single day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!