Thursday, May 27, 2010

Busy

I am very busy as usual. Too busy. I wish I had more time for myself! two kids, full time work and a demanding husband is sometimes very overwhelming.
I am working on my goal to be more calm but sometimes it is so hard to stay calm like today that my son drove me crazy for doing his homework. The worst part of my day is when he should his homework!!I become mad and then I hate myself for it. I wish my son was a better listener!

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

3... Birthday!!

Wow! I am turning 37 in two days and it is hard to believe it for me. I still feel like I am in my 20’s!!
My big resolution for age of 37 is to stay calm. I am always so inspired by calm people, who are so strong that nothing can really change their attitude and behavior. A very good example is President Obama. He is always facing whole lots of different challenges and different criticisms but he is always so calm and together! I don’t think that I can ever be a very calm person because part of it depends on one’s nature but I can practice it and learn it to some degree for sure.
Although I still feel that I am in my 20’s but I know that personally I have grown since I am in my 30’s. I am more open- minded about lots of different aspects of life. Less religious and more liberal. It is interesting that people become more conservative by aging but I am becoming more liberal by ageing.
May be the environment that we live in has a big role in our beliefs and perspectives. I am not religious any more but I my god is greater than ever. I am more environmentalist than before and I really do care for a green earth, I cared about it before but not that deeply. I am not prejudice about any religion, sex, nationality and life style and I mean it. This is something that I have learned in last few years by being exposed to all sorts of people from different religions, nationality and sexual preferences.
So after all, aging has not been a bad thing for me. But still there is a lot to learn and improve…